Regret

The biggest thing I regret in life is not getting to know my grandpa, my dads dad, because when I was six he had passed away because he was very sick. At the time I felt like it was my fault that I'd never had a relationship with him because I couldn't even remember the last time I'd visiting. Him dying left me sad because I look back and I have no memory of him. It's impossible for me to elaborate on how he was as a person and how he looked like. I think back and I was never determined to spend time with him. I'd want to see my cousin and grandma and etc. The only thing I know from him now is that he used to drive my aunt, uncle, and dad down to this little town when they were 13 to teach them how to drive. To me it's not enough to fulfill that empty space because everyone I know
  I have multiple memories of them and just not having this specific one doesn't seem fair to him. If I could go back to that time before he had died I'd ask my parents to see him on the weekends to spend time together and go to church together like we do with our family. I'd want to spend a lot more quality time with him so that I'd know that he was a good man and how his personality was and how he looked as he aged more while I grew.